ok, so i dont have a personal blog yet but sometimes i feel the urge to just rave and rant and talk about my life
once i get settled (you'll know what i mean later on if you continue reading) i promise i wont mis-use the off topic forum for personal rants
so what a lot of people dont know (sometimes that i am female, ha!) is that i have been getting my job's notice at the end of the very same week i have gotten back from my visit and vacation in germany
yes, that has been a while ago and my legal time of notice was 5 weeks
during those 5 weeks i have finished up main experiments for a hopeful-maybe-publication, cleaning up the lab, packing my 2 bedroom apartment, finishing personal business here in kingston, moving stuff into storage, cleaning up more lab stuff and whatnot
just yesterday i arranged for people to take my leftover furniture
i have been stretched to no ends and right now i feel just numb compared to the constant state of panic that time is running out and i wont manage to finish everything (i wont anyway)
my plans are to stay with friends (east coast) while receiving EI (so im not completely fund-less) and looking for new work
thankfully i can take all my 4 cats with me
there's 2 companies in the states i am interested in but due to work permit or visa regulations i doubt it'll ever pull through
anyway, once i get to my new home i'll take a week off with wine and beach
i dont want any "sorry to hear", "wish you the best" or "i wish i could help"
i know it might look like it since posting the whole story .. but my motivation is similar to that sort of feeling you have that you just want to scream!
everything will work out - one way or the other
worst case it'll cost a lot of money and be inconvenient, but there's always europe